coffee pot

your aura still lingers here
like the smell of coffee
from an old coffee pot
I want to forget but
my mind still lingers here

I lay awake, many more nights to come
I wonder why I need to linger here
why have I lingered for so long?
my fight will be feeble
I have no answer to your reasoning

"hes right ,you fool" my mind says
put on that Armour you have soiled
and bring that bloody battle(life) on
never so alone

"hes wrong you fool" my instinct says
but how does a fool prove him all wrong?
my hands shake Ive never felt so alone